Tuesday, December 31, 2013

എന്റെ യാത്ര.

ഞാന്‍ ... 
നിങ്ങള്‍ക്ക്തോന്നിയേക്കാം 
ഇയാള്‍ എന്ത് ചെയ്യുകയാണെന്ന്!
എന്റെ ചേട്ടകള്‍ പലപ്പോഴും അങ്ങിനെയാണ്.
നിനക്കാതെ സ്നേഹം ചൊരിയും.
നിനക്കാതെ കലഹിക്കും.
കലഹത്തിന്റെ കനല്‍ ആറും മുന്‍പേ,
പ്രേമഗനത്തിന്‍റെ വരികള്‍ മൂളും..

നിങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് ആയിരം കണ്ണുകള്‍.
എനിക്കോ രണ്ടു മാത്രം!
ആയിരം കണ്ണില്‍കണ്ടതൊന്നും
ഈ രണ്ടു കണ്ണില്‍ വിരിയില്ലെന്നു 
എനിക്കും നിങ്ങള്‍കും അറിയാം.

നിങ്ങളും ഉറുംബിനെനെപ്പോലെ പരക്കം പായുന്നത്
എന്റെ കണ്‍കളില്‍ പെടാറുണ്ട്. 
ലക്ഷ്യമില്ലതെയോ അതോ ലക്‌ഷ്യം തേടിയോ 
ഞാന്‍ കണ്ന്നിമ ചലിക്കാതെ നോക്കും


കാലിലെ ചെരിപ്പേ കണ്ടുള്ളൂ

അതാരാണ് പണിതതെന്ന് അറിയില്ല. 
വഴികളും കാറ്റും അങ്ങിനെ തന്നെ 
തളിരും പൂവും വണ്ടുംകാണാം .
എവിടുന്നാ...എവിടെയ്ക്കെന്നോ? 

അല്ലെങ്കിലും ഉറപ്പില്ലാത്ത ഈ യാത്രയില്‍ 
ചോദ്യങ്ങള്‍ക്കെന്ത് കാര്യം.
ചതുരവും വൃത്തവും,
എനിക്കെന്റെ വഴികളാണ്.
എനിക്കത്ര മാത്രമറിയാം.

                                      -രാജീവ്‌ ദാമോദരന്‍ 31-12-2013

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Self realization-Family and Sanyasin systems.

Self realization-Family and Sanyasin systems.

October 27, 2013 at 1:22pm
           
           
One of the most talked and attracted word in Hinduism is Sanyasin", like Atman, birth and Moksha.. Sanyasin is more connected with God. Their alternative lifestyle and their position in our society and their freedom is an attraction. A sanyasi is a normal person until he changed his dress and entered in to the holly life. Then he detached from Samsara ( all kind of worries and duties in this world). And also He made as an authority in a way and gets respect from whole society. This status stands as an enthusiasm to the youth and many middle aged persons as an option or an alternative. Most of these sudden decisions ended in failure and mental disorders in that person. 
Why we are still attracted to Sanyaasin life. Even though we are not sure that we can lead an independent life which requires strict discipline and struggle for higher mental and physical levels. Life itself is a struggle. Fears and failures in life leads somebody to take Sanyaasin life. Very few persons are capable of leading a Sanyasin life. It deserves a strong will power and physical fitness and real inner call for the cause. Sudden attitude change or fear to lead a life with family and feeding a family or any setback in life such as anger against parents, discontinuation of education or Love failure may cause for some persons take this adverse decision. Very less takes this decision at their younger age, may be their circle is mostly intellectual's and their deep discussions on self realization.

We have heard that sanyaasam is the way to Mokshaa. A sanyaasin is free from worldly affairs and so, he is able to concentrate on various kind of sadhanas. A real sanyasin's life starts with giving up his belongings and his family, friends and whole social bondage.
  
He realizes that love with relatives and friends are the enemy of his path of realization of self. So he comes out of all kind of personal relationships and moves freely. Then he only can concentrate on Dhyana and assess his inner strength. He stops earning money and and starts receiving food and dress  as daanam (offerings) for keeping his body for a purpose. A Sanyasin spends his time more alone and talks to him and proceeds by clearing his doubts.

Next, the question is,is Moksha or self realization is not accessible for family person? Is that a separate life or family system is against of self realization? We know that daily life in family is not allowing us to meditate properly or regularly. We will be busy with solving issues within family or making food or cleaning the house. We have to go for purchases and we have to interact with family and neighbours. Nothing can be avoided. And we have to work and earn money to run a proper family life.

We are really sacrificing our whole enjoyments only to keep our family at good health. Our dreams and happiness are filled with other family members goodness and their happiness. Actually we are forgetting our self and even     our age itself. But are still happy, Because of the family. Children are growing, their schooling, sharing partners job difficulties, helping parents and other family members. We may forget the proper timings of our meals and bath. Even we will miss our visit to the doctor or in taking pills. We may be fired by our friends for not calling or in abstaining from a function. All these because of our mind are fixed on the binding and passion with our family. There are no other thing in our mind that makes us satisfy or more important. Family members should dress well, eat well, and reach in time; we will assure that and sacrifice our time for that. Their health shouldnt effect, so    purchasing good vegetables or meat and making food according to the persons taste.

All we can see here is a Sanyasin living without family and struggling for detachment and sacrifice. He is practicing to avoid things and concentrating on the inner self. He is trying to assume that I am not the body and I, the atman or soul is mine. He may sit and meditate on that. It took many years to assimilate him with  his atman.    He will go through various practices for that, like avoiding dress or eating less or tasteless food or even by living on fruits and water. Entire journey of a sanyasin is a struggle to practice his mind to unite with self or keeping away this world and its illusions. Here a family person is living in all misery and forgetting his body and mind, But fulfilling his duties to human kind.  

So we can assume that doing and fulfilling our karma  is a better way in seeking self realization or Moksha.  Human body is made for moving and doing work. By doing his duty honestly and purposefully, as a social being, he can attain self realization and understand the meaning of life and birth.

Attaining the goal may face problems in both ways. Fame, followers, money and many things change the path of a sanyasin. In family persons life, the same elements and love may set him  to this words permanency. Love and assets makes both attachable.  We should learn to assess the circumstances and in  bonding properly with everyone. Too much affection and greed makes us away from learning the meaning of this birth.
Sincerely,  Yours loving Rajeev Damodharan.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Hinduism and its problems.

After the era of Swami Vivekananda, Hindus in Asia and other part of the world are seriously approaching and celebrating " Hinduism". Many societies and tribes now believes and following Hinduism as their religion.
It was Vivekananda 1880 to 1902 AD, authoritatively stated and approached all sects and Kings for the support and asked for change of attitude on various aspects on Hinduism. He changed the face of this ancient cultural entity to an authoritative religion for the first time. 
Before Vivekananda, Hindus lived with local Idol and a monthly offering and a visit to their Gods. If a cow delivered a Calf, the family will offer Some eatables to their God!. Their farm employees will get a major role in this ritual.
There are Gods and riverside Gods.These Gods are happy with their annual Vrutha's and visits. Most Gods and Goddesses belongs to each casts and each God's may known for their fight against  anti-social elements and other kind of 
unification of society. 
Beyond all these things they have their King and their supreme God power at Kasi. They are aware of the the power of God is everywhere and each things in the world is the manifestation of that power. But the cast and the King factor controlled them over it for thousands of years. The successor of their Kingdom may change their ultimate Shakthi( Power) from Vishnu to Siva or Kali or likwise. Then the citizens of that area too have to change their "Sankalpa"( Power) too unwillingly. Sometimes their King may be defeated by neighboring one with a different path. 
In each transition of power, a new giant Temple or a Temple complex will emerge. That region will worship that path for hundreds of years, till another Kings raise. But the concept of remains unchanged. Each region accepted the " Three power of the universe as "Brahma-Vishnu-Siva".

It was Sankara  760 AD, made the first attempt to bring these groups under " Trimurthy" Sankalpa( Three power Concept). As per Trimurty concept Brahma-Vishnu-Siva are the same power of God with different properties. Brahma for production( Birth), Vishnu for growth and progress ( Sthithi) and Siva for death and decay or recycling of elements to mother earth. Sankara populated the theory of all God concepts in Indian sub-continent are related or part of any one of these "Supreme God". He practically established his concept and converted all local Idols with the Shakti( Power) of any of these Trimurtis.

But as a natural phenomena, all Gods and temple are controlled by a local leaders. Persons like these local controllers continued to pore their own versions of ---ologies under their area. This problem continued till Vivekananda. Sankara's effort reached its purpose half the way only. Local powers and Jamins took the control of the temple and religion. This practice stopped Sankara's effort to unify the society and Indian sub-Continent maintained the my Matham and My Daivam methode- with "Trimurty" tradition.
This practice maintained for about 1000 years. They worshiped their God with "Trimurty" power. No Common name used for the society. Each society continued in the name of their "Raja". Each Raja's used the same method of cheating, He is living for protecting His praja's God. So He is the protector of their God, So praja's should obey Him unconditionally.
Above impressions gives us that for thousands of years the South East Asia lived without a Religion. Particularly last 2000 years this society didn't valued even Humanity. All in the name of Gods and all Kalpana's( orders ) from the protector of God, the king. Up to Asoka Maurya and Chandra Gupta dynasties, the king himself is a seeker of the Truth and they ruled with some values. After Maurya dynasty fallen, the lawlessness and corruption emerged and money-muscle power became king and Gods. This lasted for about 7-8 centuries, till Sankara's entry.
What happened in Maurya Gupta dynasties decline and what did Sankara is very interesting and it leads us to the basic failures of Hinduism. We know that Asoka's attachment with Buddha and He encouraged Buddhism. It was Asoka introduced hospitals for animals in India. Then how Asoka and Buddhism became the enemy of Hinduism?  He traveled and captured Afgan on north to Sri Lanka in south. Iran on west to Indonesia in east. Is this wrong for Hinduism? Even pure Hindu Chandra Guptan did the same? How does Asoka wrong? After Asoka, His Son suffered huge set back in his rule by the Brahmin lobby. Brahmins attacked good leaders, Senior officers, Military chiefs and even Buddha Sanyasins by demoralizing their integrity. Brahmin lobby charged them with corruption, immoral relations with women. They put most good leaders in prison and thus the administration collapsed. This causes the end of not only Buddha era in India, total restlessness for about 1000 years. Brahims took control of the power and they appointed Raja's in their area. Brahmins enjoyed the fruits of power and engaged in  war with our own Raja's and people. 
There is complaint from Today's Hindu leaders that if we are engaged in developing the borders and converting others to our faith, our path will spoil!. Is our thoughts are so weak? We are keeping a slogan- " we are the only race,  never attacked any country and not indulged in conversions". Is it true? Then How the Hindu ideology spread up to Indonesia? How Mohammed confronted with Bhoja Raja and talked with Him at Mecca Siva Temple in the dessert?. Bhoja Raja re-opened the Mecca Siva Temple with lamps and let the population continue for their Idol worship!.
Attacking, Capturing and conversions are the process of convenience and progress. This has the approval of the theory of evolution!.
As per our books, Macca is a Siva linga and why Hindus are not asking the Macca Silvalayam back. Hindus are fighting for Ram Janma Gruha, at Ayoshya for last 400 years! Is fighting without any progress is a Hindus slogan?, Just like communist are keeping poverty for gathering more hands in voting and meetings, Hindus are keeping something to fight?.

The basic problem is , If you find a Hindu , He was taught that he is Hindu. Actually he knows that he is something else. In a circumstance some invaders called this population because the remember the struggle to cross the Sindhu river and after crossing they got a warm welcome with feast. Their hangover made them to call us Hindoooos!.  Similarly they named Mumbai as Bombay and Kolkata as Calcutta. If We can change our  city name, why are we still proud in the name of a Pakistani river? Or that river has gave us any punya like Ganga gives?  Even Ganga didn't made any change in South Indians life! Ganga and Hindi are equal for south Indian Hindu.
So the problem is we have no common background or common philosophy. Yes we have lot of variety's of thinking and we are free to select my way. If I am selecting my way, I am loosing a common platform and getting away from the main stream. So practically all are following their own path and all are not synced with main stream. Here mainstream is practically absent.
Vivekananda took a best effort to make a Mainstream. He practically told us it will take hundreds of years to sync the entire population with a mainstream that does not exist. He indirectly attacked the sects and casts of Hindus to keep away all the Idols of God for fifty years and concentrate on personal stamina. Because he want Man with capacity to work hard to built the mainstream!, The Idol of Nationalism or Religious head.He welcomed the idea to eat meat and put all idols away and concentrate on Muscles! What might be his  imagination on suspending the Idols away and built Youths with muscle? Because He said the equality and Integral Humanism among the people is absent here. Even if we propagated the siddhanta of Advaita, we failed to apply it on society and always hated other casts and mainly Buddha. He appreciated Islam for their integral humanistic approach on man. He declared" The equal darshana on humanism of Advaita, practically  demonstrated by Islam, only by Islam."  
As per Sri Ranganathananda, we failed to create the achievement of Mohammed. He lead the Arabian People with a political entity based on religious theory and educated his followers the  necessity of establish Islam  as a cultural entity.
We are still searching in dark, because after Vivekananda, Gandhiji, Subhash Chandra Bose and Aravinda Ghosh take different routs and The only emerged path by Dr. Hedgevar failed to establish unity among Indigenous people. One example he insisted Hindi as the common language. Like this His thoughts disintegrated Hindus than unity. Here the new generation can think and hope for a change that can change the world better. "Ekam sat viprah bahudhavadanti".
Rajeev Damodharan.